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Hummer (Demos)

by Joseph Mooradian

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1.
Wipe the dust off the stereo See what magic I might could find Grab a record that's now 10 years old Try to capture a bit from that time Who would you call? Who would you call? Is there a voice might turn it around? Pickled Ginger or the Chronic I wish a train would catch me now Every sound is a tonic Who would you call this late at night? When the hum of the house is all? Who would you call given the time? I wish a train would come now
2.
Smiling 05:40
Human beings can get so confused Pacing back and forth Washing in their doubt I'd rather be a dog out in the sun Panting in my fur, dirty Nothing on my mind I'd lick the breeze and bark at every car Glance up towards the sun And think that even it was mine Smiling as if it would never burn out The liquor I could drink in my youth My liver had nine lives And it was reborn every Thursday As if there were nothing left to do But drink those dark bitters And laugh the fears away I wish I had a better attitude Towards life and death and time and grief But what else can I say I was smiling as if I would never go grey I thank a quote unquote gracious god For everything I have Even though I can't beat sadness That guy who shot the concert-going crowd How can we be grateful For a life with so much madness But still I get to play my own guitar And I sleep every night next to a sweet and loving person Smiling as if there weren't any other way
3.
Saying Baby 04:48
It's the love in your mouth when she finally home Why couldn't you speak to your friends? Is it that you don't trust them? Or is it the look that she gives at the door As she jumps in your arms Right off the floor I used to talk in sleep to girls who stayed in my bed Just stupid little dreams That segue from nothing Now they nest at her breast With the easy breath she lets out It's what I think they wanted all along Keep telling lies she said See how far they get you with me And it's not very far I know it's not very far I don't care if you cry she said You can lean on my shoulder baby Never thought I'd say baby Here we are saying baby Any church in the middle of any midwestern town Couldn't ring truer than this Even if you boiled out the nonsense That's a vision of truth That you reach with a crutch From a book But I've got the real thing Keep telling lies she said See how far they get you with me And it's not very far I know it's not very far I don't care if you cry she said You can lean on my shoulder baby Never thought I'd say baby Here we are saying baby
4.
I thank god for my near-sighted eyes I thank god for my bad memory I thank god for a narrow-visioned life I know I would call that free No you're nothing in my mind but some dream A fuzzy vision I once had and wouldn't keep I'll never see your face again no Not even when I fall asleep Here's to times I lost in all my isolation Here's to things I'll never miss I feel better now without reconciliation I feel better without working through your shit No you're nothing in my mind but some dream A fuzzy vision I once had and wouldn't keep I'll never see your face again no Not even when I fall asleep
5.
I made you a cake your birthday darling Do you remember that? How I measured it to the tenths of grams Everything was perfect in bowls What do they call it when it's just right? When everything is measured precisely? Is that heaven? It was a difficult month, we don't know why Was our chemistry off Or was it just a grey sky But we pushed through again What do they call it when you're all right? When everything's chaotic but fine? Is that heaven? (Wouldn't you only want to see that?) Hell knows why you call me up But in a little while I'm sure I'll be enough And we can dance again What do they call it when you're alive? When everything is broken and bright? Is that heaven? (Wouldn't you only want to see that?)
6.
The dishes stack They almost stack themselves They never clean themselves do they? They'll never put themselves away We bow our heads The two of us together The shower washing us again To be so clean - to smell so sweet at the end Scary and fitful and loving and full Rachel is laughing She's making me laugh too And biting and scratching The dog looks concerned Nothing to fear here We'll let the cooking burn For a while All that we've said What's left unsaid between us I want to hear it all so bad We've got to get it while we can Bright and strong A sprawling green forever The houseplants in the living room They grew so big - you grew them big didn't you Scary and fitful and loving and full Rachel is laughing She's making me laugh too And biting and scratching The dog looks concerned Nothing to fear here We'll let the cooking burn For a while Cause we don't care Cause we feel good Like our childhoods
7.
Hummer 04:12
Sometimes when you sing alone You feel a presence in teary eyes Heartache's echo in your chest Calling out for some grand design Or just some purpose You turn an eye to the LP on your desk And the flow of music The heart is bursting For the noise of life And humans reaching up Towards the holy wonder Of a truer melody To ease your hard times Simply sung all by yourself Thinking back to the first song You first learned harmonies on You thought well hey I got something right for once You slide in so perfectly With a chorus blasting at a show And you feel your place In a larger group in love With the flow of music The hearts a-bursting For the noise of life And humans reaching up Towards the holy wonder Of a truer melody To ease your hard times Simply sung with friends you love You take a chance and you fall in love With a holy siren With the sweetest voice She even likes the way you sing You harmonize on your favorite songs And you both start crying How good it is Just to lay there sweetly listening To the flow of music Two hearts are bursting For the noise of life And humans reaching up Towards the holy wonder Of the truest melody To make your life A song hummed by the one you love Now your life's a song hummed By the one you love
8.
The waves will bow to the moon again I have never had to beg for it It just happens as a law of sciences And I get to watch it again When I wake in the morning And the coffee is done I take one sip and place it back on wood Sit and watch the steam rise up And I see you in the garden with your gardening gloves It just happens I can't count on it So when it happens It kinda feels like a magic trick Ice will melt on the carpet when the dog walks off Her sharp teeth sleep quiet where the fur is soft So I missed our turn, I'll take the long way up And see the high-pitched roof we're always dreaming of You feel good enough lying where you lie Beneath the time of year, beneath the local clime Let the water lap your legs some more I can come and find you like I did before Before the big one hit and markets crashed Before LA burned and Seattle splashed I've never seen the West look as bright As I did this morning on the morning flight It just will happen You can't count on it When it happens It kinda feels like a magic trick It just happens I can count on you Whatever happens We'll always do what we're gonna do
9.
Prickly little pear you Thought nothing ever scared me Well I can shake and I shiver too I get to rest so rarely And we knew that it might bend Any day we could watch it break Well prickly little pear What would you call the new age? Cats are catching the blue birds And bodies crowd the culverts Ask any hungry white herd Everything's all over You thought that you knew fear You thought that you knew hate Prickly little pear Clap your hands: it's too late When we tamed the buzzing field You think it learned our names? Brace your aching heel Hide your aging face Snatch anything that you might want And who would stop us anyway? We tamed the buzzing field Get to call it Super House Gate
10.
Singing "Hallelujah" high I'm tipped over Just leaning over Okay half bent over And too far gone Every chorus we hum and we cry In the winds that shiver like the Cliffs of Dover There's someone there spinning there Lost in the song Singing "Hallelujah" high It's Leonard Cohen every time When every night is the last night Every night is the last night To play red rover Hey send Julie over Yelling red rover and her running along Five years passed in the blink of an eye Your grey hairs are growing there Three at a time Some fun contest You're catching up to mine Singing "Hallelujah" high It's Leonard Cohen every time When every night is the last night Looking older every time Singing "Hallelujah" high
11.
Nothing 03:41
Half empty until I Saw the garden was a pigsty I gave up all my Moral schemes The brittle frame we Made the world of This hidden meaning What's the point love? Say goodbye then You're life's a scream The last song I'll get to sing you Is the only vision I still cling to But hidden meaning is just a feeling There's nothing behind it all Nothing at all A fat Buddha or skinny Jesus They're charming pastors Who cheat the business You hang them up And then you're free The last song I'll get to sing you Is the only vision I still cling to But hidden meaning Is a made up feeling There's nothing behind it all Nothing at all You love the lightening And the thunder But no more searching Nothing under Light and sound And you and me We're light and sound That's you and me

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I've been sitting on these songs waiting to "finish" them but I'm ready to move on from them so here ya go!

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released December 4, 2020

Rodrigo Avendano: Bass, keys, drums, synth, shaker, mixing, recording, producing "Not Even When I Fall Asleep" and "Super House Gate" --
John Cochran: bass and drums on "I Wish a Train"
Me: guitars, bass, keys, vocals, fake drums

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Joseph Mooradian Nashville, Tennessee

Joseph writes all the time and records some of the time.

His recent collection, Hummer, is about shootings, smiling, the plummeting bird population, laughing, and even (unfortunately/briefly) politics.

When he’s not writing/recording, he keeps busy in Nashville, TN, with domestic life: reading, walking, working on his house, cooking/eating, and watching plenty of stuff.
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